Thursday, November 09, 2006

there are times...




There are times I wish I could be better..
There are times I wish I could be as pretty as the pretty girls that walk past me
with their flowery dress,flawless skin and perfect figure
There are times, I wish I would measure up somehow, and not feel lousy about myself
and step out feeling confident and not depressed that yet another mundane day has gone past me.


There are times I wish I don't getting jealous over people better than me in everway
I wish for myself to be the perfect girlfriend. perfect friend, perfect daughter..
but it never happens does it?

random blabberings..i don't even know what's the hussle in my life about..everyday has scarily became a routine...
i'm just being dragged around because i have to be there
not that i detest going to classes
but sometimes i yearn for a little more warmth in where i am

something tugs at my heartstrings everytime..
I wish i could have gone abroad to study...anywhere...
a little more passion, excitement into my life
a little more anticipation, variety, unboring days...

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